Our school usually has a uniform, but today was a "own clothing" day, where we could wear what we liked? Everyone kinda goes a bit crazy, because we don't get to see each other in normal clothes hardly ever.
So some girls in my Citizenship class were complimeting my clothes- which I don't mind, I'm a huge fan of clothes/fashion etc. They can compliemt them if they like, I didn't make them.
But then one girl said "oh deanna, you look so skinny" and I started to feel really uncomfortable and sick.
Because I knew she wasn't being truthful. She't really small, just in general? She's not too tall, and her body is just small anyway.
It kinda ruined my day.
I've had 787 today.
I did an hour of badminton though. Which according to fatsecret would burn 317 but I have no idea how accurate that would be for me.
I think I need to take my mind off it. Because I get fixated then, and I'll convince myself I'm hungry, or I'll get incredibly upset, and I don't want to drag my mood down.
Sorry for being on such a downer.
You're all so wonderful.
Have lovely days <3
x
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