so tomorrow I decided

no breakfast, no lunch. only dinner

sorry i'm posting so much

UGH

I have nowhere where i can just vent about how annoyed i am so i'm just gonna use this blogspot that I made. Right well today I have had two meals, ready break for breakfast and chilli con carne with rice for dinner. I have eaten nothing else, no snacks, nothing. I have that hungry feeling back. Everytime my tummy rumbles i know i'm doing something right. You can never escape from body issues

it's been ages

i got better i think, i deleted 'thinplease'. then i stupidly weighed myself. 10 STONE 3 LBS
DOUBLE FIGURES

probably will make another tumblr now. who knows.

NO :( i need to fast today. i planned everything i'm doing it, my mum's out all day so it's great i don't need to lie. just make it look like i've eaten and it's fine.
BUT. now it's got to 3pm and i've already made it look like i've had lunch AND dinner, and my mum fucking comes home :( WHAT DO I DO? now i'm going to have to eat dinner later :( uuuuuurgh i just do not want to why why why did this have to happen it's the first day i've been motivated to fast for so so long. :(

i know i've just posted, sorry

i've just decided i'm fasting tomorrow. who's in?

hi guys...i haven't posted on here in a LONG time. i've eaten so much and i've physically disgusted myself :( i'm considering the ABC diet though, and i'm gonna start some serious aerobics next week. i'll try to post more. i guess i haven't posted cause i've been embarrassed about how little self control i've had.

okay my second problem is that i don't know which one of everyone invites people to this blog? i've got a friend who is really interested in joining. is it possible to invite someone else? her e-mail address is lucy.harriet.garner@googlemail.com



thank you :)

haven't posted in a while,

i actually forgot about this site.

so, i found a great idea -

i'm only going to eat on days with a "u" - Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday

and on the rest, fasting - Monday, Wednesday & Friday

pretty good idea, i think i can keep up with this one.

and then on the days i eat i'll try and keep it close to 500 cals,

i went on this site - here.

and it basically told me that i'll be able to be 120 lbs by the date of my prom, which is June 4th.

(i'm 148 btw)

So... we'll see.

i hope i can do this.

im so annoyed, im hardly eating and i dont know if im losing weight because my parents got rid of the scales, it's so difficult.
people are really noticing now and i hate it, really hate it!