Down to 8st 9
9 to goooooo!

Tomorrows is a new day for eating.

This has become my new slogan.

Imma fast til Thursday

Its gonna be the usual liquids and gum or mints.
Wait no! Imma have soups too.
So yea :)

Anyone wanna join?

Oh my god, you guys.
I hate myself so, so much. This week was terrible. That's why I haven't been on, I let you down :/ I hate this. Blaaaaaah.
I need someone to keep me on track. Ugh.

How do you guys do it? :/

Bingeeeeeeeeeee.

Kind of.
Well yes, binge. Not an awful one, I'm not talking like..a tube of pringles (seriously 1000 calories in a tube? I hate it when we have them in the house) but I did have about...4.
And a slice of toast with some pb on it.
I highly doubt I went over 1200?
Urgh.
I think it's because I reached my first goal weight yesterday.
Whatever.
I still managed to get my excercises done, inbetween massive revision sessions.
I just feel a bit blergh.

101.8

Omg, 1.8lbs away! I can't get much happier. I'm thinner, and I'm hungry. Darn.

Anyway, I haven't eaten since yesterday. So that explains the weightloss. But if I do eat today, I will definitely gain it all back. What can I do? My friend's birthday is today. He's gonna treat us to some movies and food. I can't just not eat. And I surely can't just eat. I don't wanna gain anything back.

It's only 1.8lbs away. What can I do? Help me please.

so

I weighed myself today, and I've reached my first goal.
It's been....15 days? Since I started?
And I'm down to 9 stone 5lbs. 131 pounds.
So I've lost 5 lbs.
I've been getting my measurements all muddled up recently, so I went back and checked my start weight/measurements from when I started, and yes.
So. I dunno. I'm happy I reached my first goal. I just know I can do so much better.
While I'm happy I've reached it, I know there's been times this week when I could have done better, so I dunno.
It makes this a bit sad, because I wonder if the result could have been even less.
When it gets down in the 120's I'll be so pleased.
Getting even closer to where I want to be.
I hope you all have amazing days
x

o havent posted for a while...

Soo... earlier this week started the new ana diet and quit on wednesday because I realised that eating over 500cals makes me feel physically sick.. been good since then had less than 500cals on thursday and today. And I have been walking loads this week especially up hill which is awesome...

Fasting from 6oclock GMT today for the whole weekend but I wanna try and keep it going until next week or at least just have smoothies and 0cal foods.

Feeling really positive for once :)
Hope everyone is doing ok

love Beccix