Diet Buddies;

I forgot about this blog.

2011-04-10T21:15:00.001-07:00

I'm going to revamp it and try and get more members and stuff.
RESSURECTION!

Oh wow, I forgot about here D:

2010-06-24T09:49:00.000-07:00

So, I've gained, about 2 lbs since I was last on here, but since then I went down to 6'10" and am now back to 7'2" =_=
I think, though I may be fooling myself, that I have a little more muscle than I used to, but I think I just say that because I don't want to believe it's fat.

2010-04-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

Im back to 9st, i really annoyed at myself. I need help with this people. Does anyone have any food ideas? low calorie?

Keep strong x

Hmmm...

2010-04-08T14:16:00.000-07:00

I think my family are becoming more aware of my weight loss, today i wore a top that used to barely fit and it fits a lot better now and my skinny jeans are gettin baggy :/

2010-04-05T15:12:00.000-07:00

i was just wondering who posts a blog monitoring their eating apart from this one? cause i have a separate one which i post in more and i wanted to follow other people but a lot of people have blogs about eating and stuff and they only post like once a year or something. any suggestions?

I haven't been doing to well lately

2010-04-05T13:42:00.000-07:00

It's the holidays as well so, I'm at home most of the time, but I wakeup at about 3 so most of the day is gone but i eat a lot when I'm awake :(
Does anyone know any places where you can get diet pills?
Btw i live in England so somewhere local

I haven't been here in ages.

2010-04-04T11:32:00.000-07:00

I need to lose weight again! I'm gaining so much, and can't stop eating.

Give me low calorie/fat, filling foods that I can substitute everything with, please! :(

so tomorrow I decided

2010-03-29T10:23:00.001-07:00

no breakfast, no lunch. only dinner

sorry i'm posting so much

UGH

2010-03-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

I have nowhere where i can just vent about how annoyed i am so i'm just gonna use this blogspot that I made. Right well today I have had two meals, ready break for breakfast and chilli con carne with rice for dinner. I have eaten nothing else, no snacks, nothing. I have that hungry feeling back. Everytime my tummy rumbles i know i'm doing something right. You can never escape from body issues

it's been ages

2010-03-29T09:35:00.000-07:00

i got better i think, i deleted 'thinplease'. then i stupidly weighed myself. 10 STONE 3 LBS
DOUBLE FIGURES

probably will make another tumblr now. who knows.

2010-03-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

NO :( i need to fast today. i planned everything i'm doing it, my mum's out all day so it's great i don't need to lie. just make it look like i've eaten and it's fine.
BUT. now it's got to 3pm and i've already made it look like i've had lunch AND dinner, and my mum fucking comes home :( WHAT DO I DO? now i'm going to have to eat dinner later :( uuuuuurgh i just do not want to why why why did this have to happen it's the first day i've been motivated to fast for so so long. :(

2010-03-27T17:28:00.001-07:00

i know i've just posted, sorry

i've just decided i'm fasting tomorrow. who's in?

2010-03-27T17:13:00.000-07:00

hi guys...i haven't posted on here in a LONG time. i've eaten so much and i've physically disgusted myself :( i'm considering the ABC diet though, and i'm gonna start some serious aerobics next week. i'll try to post more. i guess i haven't posted cause i've been embarrassed about how little self control i've had.

okay my second problem is that i don't know which one of everyone invites people to this blog? i've got a friend who is really interested in joining. is it possible to invite someone else? her e-mail address is lucy.harriet.garner@googlemail.com

thank you :)

2010-03-27T04:33:00.000-07:00

haven't posted in a while,

i actually forgot about this site.

so, i found a great idea -

i'm only going to eat on days with a "u" - Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday

and on the rest, fasting - Monday, Wednesday & Friday

pretty good idea, i think i can keep up with this one.

and then on the days i eat i'll try and keep it close to 500 cals,

i went on this site - here.

and it basically told me that i'll be able to be 120 lbs by the date of my prom, which is June 4th.

(i'm 148 btw)

So... we'll see.

i hope i can do this.

2010-03-03T15:37:00.000-08:00

im so annoyed, im hardly eating and i dont know if im losing weight because my parents got rid of the scales, it's so difficult.
people are really noticing now and i hate it, really hate it!

So.

2010-02-26T15:39:00.000-08:00

I weighed myself.
down to 125.
8 stone 13?
I feel huge though.
It's nice that the scales are telling me something different though I guess.
xx

2010-02-25T20:26:00.000-08:00

I lost 3.4lbs after 34hrs. By not eating. I'm so weak now. Someone said I look pale. I lied ofcourse. I'm scared to gain weight. I love this feeling. Losing weight so fast is so fulfilling. I don't want this to end. I know I have to eat. But I don't want to. :( What can I do? If I eat I know I'll gain weight. And if I don't I might collapse or people might notice and stuff. I'm scared.

Help me please.

Wow

2010-02-25T13:50:00.001-08:00

Managed to loose 4 pounds this week so far :D

Bleh.

2010-02-25T08:20:00.001-08:00

Would anyone like to join in my fast tomorrow?
x

2010-02-23T06:15:00.001-08:00

I feel so disgusting

I'm glad it's half term

2010-02-13T08:58:00.000-08:00

I'm so sick of being around certain people everyday.
I sometimes feel like it's other people that makes this even harder than it is.
I've been feeling so tired and down lately.
I noticed some other people are too.
You can talk to me anytime, I'll listen if you'd like.
I weighed myself, 9 stone 1.
I've lost 2 pounds?
So that puts me at 127 pounds
which means I've lost 9 pounds, and I'm 7 pounds away from my goal weight.
Which is now being lowered, because I feel bigger than ever.
I've been getting bad stomach ache recently too?
I dunno.
We're having chinese take out for dinner tonight.
do not want.
But...i dunno. I'll try my hardest to get out it.
:/

stay wonderful, and happy, and know that we're here for each other.
xxx

i am so very tired.

2010-02-10T14:00:00.000-08:00

i really am tired. in my body and in my mind. i am so so tired of keeping things inside me. i just want to say it all out to anyone who will listen. i am so hungry. and i am so tired of being hungry. but i need to be thin, and i'm a fat cow. i am so fed up, i want to cry all the time. i'm sick of pushing myself so hard at college and it's never enough, i never feel anything but lazy. i'm sick of living out of a suitcase and i'm sick of being ungrateful. i'm sick of not getting off my fucking fat backside and doing some exercise. i'm sick of being so weak. but most of all, and the reason i am still doing this, i'm sick of being fat. i just need one escape. i want to take drugs but i am too scared my school work will suffer and i cannot allow that. i haven't been drunk in so long, friday i will be shit faced. i need a release. i cannot cut any more, the scars are too much and i can't take any more self hatred. i.am.so.tired.

I definitely failed myself

2010-02-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is a new day... I feel gross and sad.

Does anyone have any recipes?

2010-02-09T11:47:00.000-08:00

For lowwwwwww cal meals?
Like...that I could eat for dinner?
I absolutely cannot get out of eating dinner, and it's killing me.
I'm allowed to make my own, but I have to sit down and eat when my mum is home and we're having dinner
So does anyone have any recipes/websites that do.
As much I have this love/hate thing with food, I'm so mpicky about what I will eat.
Some things just make me sick to look at, nevermind have to actually put in my body.
Urgh.

Can I follow you all on tumblr? Post your linkys here? I'd love to follow you all.

Stay wonderful
xxx

so

2010-02-09T07:21:00.000-08:00

I just weighed myself.
I've lost another lb.
So it's 7 in total.
It means though that I'm now 129lbs.
I'm so happy to be in the "20's"
But...I don't feel like it. I feel like a giant whale.

Fasting

2010-02-08T21:32:00.000-08:00

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24
It's not really a 24 hour thing because I've last ate at 9pm yesterday, buy I really like to do ~~this~~ thing with the numbers after.
It's day 10 on ABC.

2010-02-08T13:30:00.000-08:00

ate around 450 calories today, just burnt off 475 at the gym, I LOVE CROSSTRAINERS

2010-02-08T10:40:00.000-08:00

OMFG ! I want backbones like that !

It will never happen though i have no control i am a fat bitch !

Think thin

2010-02-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! I'm new to this :D

So here goes:

I'm charmaine.

Height: 4'11 ( freaking short ):

HW:108 lbs.

CW:104 lbs

GW:89lbs

I'm kinda demoralised now ): cause i've been keeping my daily intake of cals below 1000 but yet my weight is not moving down ): ><>

okay so,

2010-02-07T13:09:00.001-08:00

my parents have started to notice that im not eating alot, and it's getting real difficult to cover it up. They have gotten rid of the weighing scales and i want to cry, how am i ment to do this without knowing if im losing?! i feel so huge right now.

Hope everyone else is doing good, keep strong xxx

say hi to Lara

2010-02-07T12:53:00.000-08:00

Hi, so I guess the only thing there is to say is that I'll be weighing in kilos because I don't live in a metric country.
Anyway, today was my 8th day on the ABC diet. And it sucked, mainly not because of food. My sucky day has my failed driving test to blame. SECOND. third one's a charm? we'll find out in two weeks.

So, I'm down 4 kilos at 65.1 today (morning was 65.5 but it went down at the afternoon). Hard to believe I was ever 69 but whatever, I'll try to shut up about it. I certainly don't talk about it to other people, it's completely horrifying considering I was always much MUCH smaller.

Anyways, I ate today (on a 400 calorie budget):
mandarine (53), oatmeal (250), apple (67) = 369

hopefully tomorrow I'll be somewhere around 64, and at 03/02/10, I'll be 56-57 'cause I'm seeing friends who last saw me at 50. ouch.

First Post (by me, anyway)

2010-02-07T12:21:00.000-08:00

Fasting today, will probably fast tomorrow (even though it's my birthday). CW: 151, UGW: 130.

2010-02-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

Planning on doing a two day fast (Monday & Tuesday)

Jut realized I have to get fucking serious about this.

Cause it's just getting ridiculous now.

Would anyone like to join? :)

Blogs back

2010-02-06T07:03:00.001-08:00

Looked like somebody thought it would be fun to delete it.

This weeks been shitty

2010-02-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

Its been full of food. And my friends and family have noticed. I've been eating like 7-900 cals a day! I can feel myself getting huge. Tomorrow imma have a 400 cal lunch and a fruit cup and come home and have a rice cake for dinner. That should put me at 520 total.

God, I need this to work out. I'm nine pounds away.

On the bright side everyone is saying how skiny I am. And also this really pretty girl said she wished she looked like me! Me! ugly, fatass me! It made my day.... I mean you've seen me, and I'm plain gross. She was probablly being nice but it made my day.

Work tomorrow so ill burn cals running around :)

Text me
5612155110

Pissed off much !?

2010-02-04T14:47:00.000-08:00

Ok weighed myself today i am 98lbs i am 5 2" so that makes my Bmi around 17 .

I am so mad i wanted it too be so much less i am loosing my control I am binging and purging i have always had anorexia type 2 / purging anorexia but i never binge if i eat a little i will purge what is happening to me im becoming even more of a heffer :@

So

2010-02-04T11:40:00.000-08:00

weighed myself again
down to 130 pounds.
9 stone 4?
59 kgs.
I like seeing it in all the different ways...

I dunno. It doesn't feel fast enough. I've been doing this 3 weeks, and lost 6 pounds.
Well I re-started this 3 weeks ago.
That's only 2 pounds a week...and it doesn't feel like anything. I feel like I can feel/see myself getting fatter everyday no matter what I do.
I don't know if I've started to slow down, or if I need to increase whatever I'm doing. At first I lost like....3 pounds in 3 days.
Any good tips of making my excercise routine more intense/calorie burning?
I hope you're all wonderful today
xxxx

2010-02-04T07:37:00.000-08:00

for those of you with oral fixations/snacking cravings: emerald's 100 calorie almond packs are perfect. sometimes i just get tired of gum or i'm watching a movie with friends and everyone is snacking... blah blah blah. you can eat almonds veeeery slowly. theyre perfect!

2010-02-03T13:40:00.000-08:00

for all you marmite lovers, today i discovered marmite rice cakes, they taste greaaat, and at 30.5 calories eachone, there so so so good to just snack on through out the day and even one is filling
im so happy i found these (L) hahaha

2010-02-03T08:05:00.001-08:00

KAY.

IVE BEEN RUNNING LIKE EVERYDAY

AND IM THE SAME

WEIGHT

SINCE

EVER.

/pissed

2010-02-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

So I've not lost anything in 4 days
D:
but today is a new day!
Porridge 180
Salad with 1 slice of ham, and balsamic dressing 60
and then some juice 10
270!
so far though
dinner to come...

2010-02-02T13:56:00.000-08:00

this week has been awful, so so so so so bad.
fat fat fat

101.0!

2010-02-02T12:48:00.001-08:00

ONE MORE POUND

2010-02-02T06:28:00.001-08:00

fat

yiiipeeeee

2010-02-02T00:47:00.000-08:00

sw= 168lbs

today(lw)= 154lbs

Ahhh this is the lowest ive ever been ( which i can recall)
:)

Hope everyone is doing well

x

Tumblr?

2010-02-01T14:20:00.000-08:00

I'm making a diet one, aside from my personal one.
Because I feel like that'll help me more :P Post your links and I'll follow you on my new one :]

yessss

2010-02-01T11:24:00.000-08:00

I bought 25inch waist jeans today! They fit, a tiny bit loose, I'm so close to 24!

Today:
Bran Flakes (90) Sausage (250) Strawberries (50) Raisins (40) Non-fat sugar free Caramel Macchiato (102)

25 minutes cross trainer (200) aerobics (200)

AMAZING DAY.

http://looksempty.tumblr.com

charlotte x

2010-01-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

Down to 8st 9
9 to goooooo!

Tomorrows is a new day for eating.

2010-01-30T18:48:00.000-08:00

This has become my new slogan.

Imma fast til Thursday

Its gonna be the usual liquids and gum or mints.
Wait no! Imma have soups too.
So yea :)

Anyone wanna join?

2010-01-30T17:30:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, you guys.
I hate myself so, so much. This week was terrible. That's why I haven't been on, I let you down :/ I hate this. Blaaaaaah.
I need someone to keep me on track. Ugh.

How do you guys do it? :/

Bingeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-01-30T15:11:00.000-08:00

Kind of.
Well yes, binge. Not an awful one, I'm not talking like..a tube of pringles (seriously 1000 calories in a tube? I hate it when we have them in the house) but I did have about...4.
And a slice of toast with some pb on it.
I highly doubt I went over 1200?
Urgh.
I think it's because I reached my first goal weight yesterday.
Whatever.
I still managed to get my excercises done, inbetween massive revision sessions.
I just feel a bit blergh.

2010-01-29T18:49:00.000-08:00

101.8

Omg, 1.8lbs away! I can't get much happier. I'm thinner, and I'm hungry. Darn.

Anyway, I haven't eaten since yesterday. So that explains the weightloss. But if I do eat today, I will definitely gain it all back. What can I do? My friend's birthday is today. He's gonna treat us to some movies and food. I can't just not eat. And I surely can't just eat. I don't wanna gain anything back.

It's only 1.8lbs away. What can I do? Help me please.

so

2010-01-29T11:47:00.000-08:00

I weighed myself today, and I've reached my first goal.
It's been....15 days? Since I started?
And I'm down to 9 stone 5lbs. 131 pounds.
So I've lost 5 lbs.
I've been getting my measurements all muddled up recently, so I went back and checked my start weight/measurements from when I started, and yes.
So. I dunno. I'm happy I reached my first goal. I just know I can do so much better.
While I'm happy I've reached it, I know there's been times this week when I could have done better, so I dunno.
It makes this a bit sad, because I wonder if the result could have been even less.
When it gets down in the 120's I'll be so pleased.
Getting even closer to where I want to be.
I hope you all have amazing days
x

o havent posted for a while...

2010-01-29T09:29:00.000-08:00

Soo... earlier this week started the new ana diet and quit on wednesday because I realised that eating over 500cals makes me feel physically sick.. been good since then had less than 500cals on thursday and today. And I have been walking loads this week especially up hill which is awesome...

Fasting from 6oclock GMT today for the whole weekend but I wanna try and keep it going until next week or at least just have smoothies and 0cal foods.

Feeling really positive for once :)
Hope everyone is doing ok

love Beccix

The past two days have been amazing for me...

2010-01-28T12:38:00.000-08:00

I've managed to keep my calories below 700 both days, and I've done exercise on both. I've lost half a pound (I weighed myself after eating dinner so I'm possibly a little lighter!)

Yesterday: bran flakes w/milk (90), chicken caesar salad (400), activia yoghurt (75), snack-a-jacks (90) TOTAL - 655
played badminton (-121), general work-out (-200)
334

Today: bran flakes w/milk (90), activia yoghurt (75), tangerine (25), spanish style chicken (500) TOTAL - 690
general work-out (-200)
490

I joined fatsecret and apparently it should take me 3 weeks to reach my first goal of 112lbs. I doubt it, because although I want to believe I won't binge, I probably will at least once. But, I have got a week long skiing holiday coming up, and a weekend in Paris away from home so I have plenty of opportunities not to eat and to do a lot of exercise, good luck me!

If you want to follow me on tumblr I'm looksempty

xo charlotte

2010-01-28T11:44:00.001-08:00

hi lovelies, just a quick update! i put in 3 hours at the gym yesterday until i was thoroughly tired and had my grande soy mocha (no whip) at the end of my shift today (starbucks!). that's all i plan on doing today, and tomorrow i'll have a 100 cinnamon apple sauce + 100 cals of organic chips with sea salt in prep for my weekly 72-hour weekend fast!

hope some of you still plan on joining me weekly on these<3!

how are you all?

2010-01-27T14:41:00.000-08:00

I've been so M.I.A this past week. There's something wrong with the telephone lines in my street, and it's affecting my internet. I've been okay, though. I had/have a tummy bug. I'm using it to its full potential and claiming I have no appetite. Of course, the way I'm feeling means a lack of exercise. But I'm sleeping loads! And that's burning off my calories. :-) Apart from the tummy bug I'm fine and have been walking home from school everyday - It's just over four miles. Anyway, how is everyone else coping? :-)

Stealing an awesome idea.

2010-01-27T13:05:00.001-08:00

I'd also like a diet buddy?
But just a ...(I sound like a loner ahaha) some to talk to?
We can share stresses and comforts? tips, tricks and stuff?
How badly/well we're doing.
I hope you're all having wonderful days.
x

2010-01-27T11:37:00.000-08:00

i need a personal diet buddy badly; someone who will make a plan with me that we can follow together, someone i can try stuff with, someone i can be honest with about my failures and successes. if anyone is looking for the same thing, let me know!

2010-01-27T10:57:00.000-08:00

This place (http://www.healthstatus.com/calculate/cbc)
is really useful.
Especially if you plan out your day. Or just calculate at the end.

Anyway, stay strong, light, and lovely.

Today is a good day so far.

2010-01-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Apart from my history teacher taking back my a* and giving me a b.
For no reason. I could understand if I'd been rude or something. But no. He just took it back.
Whatever.
Home from school. Done 293.

work itt.

2010-01-27T05:15:00.000-08:00

i walked/jogged/ran for two hours yesterday. felt pretty good.

planning on doing it again.

i've been super pissed off because my coach keeps canceling football/soccer practices.

not cool.

I weighed myself tonight.

2010-01-26T14:17:00.000-08:00

I normally warn myself off weighing myself every day. And I knew it was a stupid time to do it. it had lieterally been about 30 minutes since I'd eaten ome dinner, and about...a half a litre of water.
It was a stupid idea, and I feel like it's set me back by about two weeks, because they said I'd put 1lb on.
And the logical part of my brain is saying, no thats not right, because you weighed yourself at the wrong time. And I was good today.
Well fairly good. It was just an average day.
But then the rest of me is just in a bit of a rage. Because what if I have? And that might destroy me a little bit...
I don't know. It's not a very good day today. I feel like giving up...but that's so stupid.
I'll try and be better tomorrow.
I hope you're all having better days than me.
x

2010-01-26T05:03:00.001-08:00

I think im going to try and lose 12 pounds in 2 weeks, any tips and hints how i can do this?
much apreciated :D xx

one more thing!

2010-01-25T20:06:00.001-08:00

would anyone else want to participate in my weekend-long, 72 hour fasts with me? i like group fasts... haha

i am really ashamed to be posting right now

2010-01-25T15:25:00.001-08:00

since after my 3 food-free days... i binged. i binged hard. i had a huge breakfast and just kept eating all day. managed to fit in 30 minutes of gym time, but that was nothing. as embarrassed, ashamed and disgusting as i feel, i am sympathetic with myself at the same time. i know there are no excuses, but i almost always have a binge after a 3-day fast. anyway, here's the plan i follow weekly:

monday: breakfast or lunch (small, maybe some cheerios and fruit in a small bowl)
tues-thurs: dinner at 5 (small, duh, like rice or a bagel or something)
friday morning: breakfast or lunch, then a 72 hour fast until the following monday.

what happened today was i had my breakfast... and then couldn't stop. i hate how wonderful a binge feels and how horrible it feels at the same time. i am going to fast tomorrow since that sort of, slightly makes up for my binge today.

i wish we had more communication on here. i am going to try to comment more of your posts, since i think this is a great community. xo<3

Weighed myself.

2010-01-25T12:51:00.000-08:00

131.17 lbs.
so thats 5 lbs in 10 days?
Or something there abouts.
it's good, but it can be better!
I hope you all have wonderful days!

2010-01-25T11:00:00.000-08:00

Going to the gym later, burn burn burn

2010-01-25T02:49:00.001-08:00

I also have a thinspo tumblr! Follow it.

www.gluttony-.tumblr.com

You can ask questions there, and I'll try to answer if I can. :)

I think I have a heart condition.

2010-01-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

I know I have no right to self-diagnos myself. I'm not. But I just think I might have one. Because, before when I run even for just a while. My heart hurts. Not too long, but it hurts. And a while ago I jogged. Everytime I run I stop, because my heart is hurting. So 70% of my running is really walking. Because my heart can't take it..

I don't know what to do.

2010-01-24T14:03:00.001-08:00

07779376520

text me if you wanna talk get advice anything (:

I get unlimited so i will always text backk (:

Today was a good day 87 cals :D

burned 604 at the gym and out running x

2010-01-24T13:07:00.000-08:00

heyyy ladies! who else is doing the 3-day liquid fast with me this weekend? i have to confess, it hasn't been difficult... since i worked 8 hour days today and yesterday! yesterday's 10-6 was easy since i woke up at 9, worked and came back home to sleep! today was 7-3, which only means i have to nap, do some homework and i am done for the day! yesss. today i've had all water, except for a small, 230 cal white hot chocolate for breakfast.

how are you all doing? i am barely even hungry, yeaaaah! keep positive and confident!

2010-01-24T13:06:00.001-08:00

Weighed myself last night and was 8st 12, im ultimatly proud, but it's just not good enough yet. Need to cut down on calories again, change it everyday and hopefuly trick my body!

2010-01-24T11:52:00.000-08:00

I'm torn.
Part of me is saying this isn't good, I need to eat, I'm stupid and I'm small enough.

The other part says dtop eating, you love being weak. You're getting smaller. 300 cals a day is excessive.

I'm scared.

2010-01-24T07:49:00.001-08:00

Hmm, I've maintained my weight, haven't lost :(

I'm actually quite happy

2010-01-23T15:46:00.000-08:00

I've lost 2 pounds in 2 days
I'm not sure but I think it's because there is more weight to shift
Idek
But it's sort of made my mood a bit better than it has been already today
Does anybody know if you can get injunctions against family members?

mathsmathsmaths

2010-01-23T12:33:00.001-08:00

So I just weighed myself again, and I've lost a pound since yesterday.
Which is 4 pounds in 8 days.
Which is a pound every two days? or there abouts.
Which is nice. I feel like this is a time I'm allowed to be proud of myself.
You all sound. We work hard and we do well.
I get so angry when other people say things that are intentionally hurtful. I know the parts of me that aren't the best they could be. But other people have no right to point that out.
It's my body, I can do what I want.
So I am.
And I feel happy that it's showing.
My mum took me shopping today, and I had to get smaller sizes in a few things.
So...I'm proud of myself I think.
it's been a good day.
I hope you all have wonderful days, and feel proud of yourselves.
Everybody is so brilliant.
x

2010-01-22T09:05:00.001-08:00

would anyone like to join me on a weekend fast? starting noon today until noon monday? nothing but water and liquids!

thinspo of my life

how many calories

2010-01-22T09:04:00.001-08:00

do you think half an hour of moderate cardio would burn, so this is sit ups, crunches, jumping jacks, dumbbell stuff. Works up a sweat? (ew)
I've never had any kind of number, and I've just left it that way. I want to start taking note of everything.
I wondered if anyone could help?
thank you
<3
x

today was a bit hard

2010-01-22T08:46:00.000-08:00

Our school usually has a uniform, but today was a "own clothing" day, where we could wear what we liked? Everyone kinda goes a bit crazy, because we don't get to see each other in normal clothes hardly ever.
So some girls in my Citizenship class were complimeting my clothes- which I don't mind, I'm a huge fan of clothes/fashion etc. They can compliemt them if they like, I didn't make them.
But then one girl said "oh deanna, you look so skinny" and I started to feel really uncomfortable and sick.
Because I knew she wasn't being truthful. She't really small, just in general? She's not too tall, and her body is just small anyway.
It kinda ruined my day.
I've had 787 today.
I did an hour of badminton though. Which according to fatsecret would burn 317 but I have no idea how accurate that would be for me.
I think I need to take my mind off it. Because I get fixated then, and I'll convince myself I'm hungry, or I'll get incredibly upset, and I don't want to drag my mood down.
Sorry for being on such a downer.
You're all so wonderful.
Have lovely days <3
x

5'9 127lbs,

2010-01-21T16:55:00.001-08:00

I can see so clearly where those 12lbs need to go from, by this time next month I'll post a progress pic. Oh I'm fasting til monday.

2010-01-21T15:12:00.000-08:00

heyyyyy! had a rough day today and wrote about 500 pages in my journal, plus painted a bit to calm down. 2 pieces of pizza, a baked potato, rice, a cookie and ice cream... blech. but i made up a nice new 7-day plan which i'll repeat until i am ready to restrict more than what i have coming.

i keep a 2-liter bottle of water in my fridge at all times and carry around my 1-liter, plus i bought tons of gum today to cure my oral fixation. i had a proud moment where, after i ate my pizza + cookie, i rooted myself in my chair for 45 minutes until my binging urge went away.

gym tonight!

2010-01-21T12:46:00.000-08:00

I ate kinda loads, so I purged, again, which is happening alot recently. Every day this week, and more than once on 3 of them.

bad ish day

2010-01-21T12:19:00.000-08:00

Had about 800 cals and counting....

500 was that breakfast... bleh. I don't feel too bad cause I mentally prepared myself.

Imma try and hit the gym and do my workout tapes.

I hate that I can't purge.

Good day (:

2010-01-21T11:22:00.000-08:00

Today has been a good day eating wise i have had 95cals and that was from vitamin water yum (:

So im doing really well i have burned 535 cals walking and running today so im on track.

Im not exactly in the best place emotionally right now but im sure i will get better soon (:

today is a good day

2010-01-20T16:40:00.000-08:00

2 special k bars-180
Tea-0
Diet pepsi-0
Saltines-50
Steamer- 135
Bite of pancake+chocolate chips- 60
Total- 420

Not bad considering that I did a bunch of ripping and running in the kitchen so that should be about 50 cals, and I jsut did the pilates abs video so that's another 50. So about 320. But I haven't even done my 30 minute cardio yet.

guess what! my thighs don't touch anymore!!! My god I'm so happy and hungry :)

But, imma probablly have pancakes for breakfast. I'm thinking it'll be about 400 cals. I'm in too much of a god mood to be too worried, ill just pack some saltines for the rest of the day and a special k bar for dinner tomorrow and have another cardio workout and I should be okay.

I'm happy.
Shallow. But happy.

2010-01-20T15:28:00.001-08:00

hey, ladies. first post. after months and months of hard work, and finally getting near my goal weight, i had an upset in my life and have spent the last two weeks eating maniacally. and not working out. i have been revolted by my reflection every day, but today was especially ass-kicking. i filled my fridge with water bottles, applied for new jobs so i can always be busy and am getting back into gear. i miss hunger and the perfect happiness that comes from feeling my bones; i miss when the only energy in my body came from my exuberance and devotion to this life.

"The road grew wilder and drearier and more faintly traced, and vanished at length, leaving him in the heart of the dark wilderness, still rushing onward, with the instinct that guides mortal man to evil"

what are some of your favorite inspirational quotes? i love ones featuring pain, suffering, struggling, overcoming, human nature, darkness, journeys, etc.

I've missed the past couple of days on here

2010-01-20T13:10:00.000-08:00

which has made me feel a bit down.
Also, I weighed myself earlier. It's dropped a tiny bit in the past three days. But not a full lb.
My bmi dropped by 0.8....my I doubt that means anything at all.
I don't know if it's because I've only been able to work out twice. But it's made me feel a bit down in my efforts.
I'll have to try harder.
I'm trying to focus on the positives.
I'm looking more toned? I have no idea.
My collar bone is coming back out.
I just feel a bit stuck.
Tomorrow is a new day though!
: )
x

Cals

2010-01-20T11:15:00.000-08:00

020 dried apricots

030 grapes

050 salad

080 cous cous

051 snack a jack caramel

250 shepherds pie

481

Them snack a jacks are actually life savers!

2010-01-20T10:57:00.001-08:00

Seeing as eating less just isn't cutting it.
Well, it is. But barely. I'm going to start getting rid of everything I eat.
I hate to have to resort to that, but what else is there?
What I'll do is eat way, way less and get rid of anything I do eat.
I'm just rambling :S

Fail!

2010-01-20T08:51:00.000-08:00

My mum has spotted the signs after my weekend of not eating and since then has forced me to eat breakfast and dinner. Which is awful because then i started snacking again.

I know my calorie intakes. Im not gonna say them because their the most ive eaten per day for like a month and im pretty much disgusted with myself... thats it.

positives to the past three days: my collar bone is making a permenent appearance. I have miraclously mintaine my weight during this eating fest. And the website that somebody posted earlier...fatsecret.com... cheered me up this morning as i am apparently burning 2230Cals a day just by living.

Sorry if i brought anyone down with this. everybody just keep going cause you guys are doing well.
b.x

FAILURE.

2010-01-20T07:30:00.000-08:00

UGHH!

Soccer practice has been cancelled and now it's just bleh. I'll probably go have a run outside in a few minutes. I'll have a friend on the phone so I can go for longer.

I really have to stop eating.

I'll stop taking lunches to school besides a granola bar, carrots and grapes and just keep drinking water all day.

Got to get back into working out again, and on the weekends I should just not eat at all. I should be getting some workout done this weekend since I'm volunteering at a Golf Championship and there's going to be a lot of moving around...

I tried on my old jeans from like 03428092 years ago and they fit! I was so happy! (:

But other than that my mood has been so crappy. blehhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I don't know what to do. School is so hard at the moment.

2010-01-20T00:02:00.000-08:00

I woke up very happy this morning :)
However i felt a bit sick and I'm staying off school for today but that means i don't have to at my school food
I think my mum has kind of worked out what's going on
In the morning she gives me a breakfast bar(85 calories) but i work it off by walking to school (1.5 miles)
For lunch she gives me 3 crackers(135 calories) and this tuna thing (75 calories)
I probably manage to burn of the tuna thing by walking my friend home and then walking into town (1 mile)
Then she gives me a pot noodle when i come home (165 calories)
She then gives me another pit noodle for dinner (170 calories)
I don't really do that much gym work but i try my best by walking a lot of places and using the exercise bike until I burn of 100 calories which takes me about 20-25 minutes
Currently I'm looking for a place that does under 18 gym work not limited but so far having no success
Any suggestions or know anywhere in the Midlands that i could go to ?

2010-01-19T19:05:00.001-08:00

I am disgusting.
I can't lose weight. No matter how much I don't eat, and no matter how much I get rid of.
I'm feeling the side effects though. Really tired, light-headed at times, etc.
Ugggggghhh. I just wish I had someone to do this with. I really hate doing this alone.
I'm going to Chiptole on Friday with a friend, and I'm freaking out.
I don't know what I'm going to do, but I can't bail, obviously. And then we're going to the mall :|
Any tips at all? I'll take anything.

Carrot Cake Sliders

2010-01-19T18:45:00.000-08:00

Deliciously moist mini carrot cupcakes with so little oil that no one will believe they are low fat. 48 cals each

Preheat oven to 325 °F (160 °C). Line mini cupcake tin with liners if needed. If using a non-stick pan, usually a spritz of cooking spray in each cup will suffice.
In a medium bowl, sift together flour, baking powder, salt and cinnamon. Set aside.
In a large bowl, combine eggs, buttermilk, applesauce, oil, sugar and vanilla. Mix well. Add flour mixture and mix well.
In a medium bowl, combine shredded carrots, coconut, orange juice and zest, pineapple and raisins.
Using a large wooden spoon or a very heavy whisk, add carrot mixture to batter and fold in well.
Fill each cupcake tin nearly full, and bake at 325 °F for 15-20 minutes. Check with toothpick.
These are delicious without frosting, but if you wish, you can whip up some lowfat cream cheese frosting, not included in this recipe as I really love them plain!
Note: you can cut out the coconut if you want to reduce the fat even further.

Maybe it's just me, but I find it really hard to believe that a cupcake can have 48 cals, but looking at the recipie it seems likely. Also this makes about 40 cupcakes.

Found this new site

2010-01-19T18:34:00.000-08:00

and it is literally amazing.

Its fatsecret.com

It is much better then calorie counter because its completely free and it has a wider variety of food choices. It also gives you accurate information on how many calories you burn doing simple things like sitting or running.

I like it, check it out.

Also, anydone have comcast? If so, try out exercise TV on demand, its something to do when you can't get to the gym, or if your not a gym person like me.

Imma start a fast next tuesday for 3 days, anyone wanna join?
Text me - 5612155110

2010-01-19T14:26:00.001-08:00

Any good cardio exercises?

I'm worried :/

2010-01-19T13:33:00.001-08:00

If i start eating less and less and start exercising more and more wouldn't I be building more muscle and therefore making me bigger?

2010-01-19T13:20:00.000-08:00

If anyone wants any fast advice or anything or just wants to talk to someone in the same situation text me (: 07779376520

love all of you :)

2010-01-19T13:17:00.001-08:00

All of you are really supportive and i wouldn't be able to do this on my own
I love each and every one of you :)
by the way I've only had flavoured water today and that's it so I'm in a good mood XD